Yeah, it's really kind of pathetic. I once counted how many pages I used to get one simple crouched figure vaguely right for a post where I rambled about the progress of a drawing, and then was too embarrassed to post the real number and faked it down by only counting those that made some kind of progress, and it was still pathetic. My last attempt where I'm stuck is a piece of Roy Harper fanart whom I wanted to draw curled up showing him when he was a junkie, and I have like a folder full of google image searches showing wrecked drug addicts, another still lacking folder of images showing the interior of abandoned houses where squatters might be, and so far at least six pages of me trying to draw someone curled up like he is in my mind, and it is all just made of fail. A single scene. That I first planned to draw like over two years ago. *headdesk^infinity*